chapter one
somehow,
it started here.
thailand · 2026 · no idea what was coming
day one
first date · way too early to say this
in my defense… i was right.
date two
"come to koh larn with me."
and for some insane reason, you said yes.
still can't believe you trusted me that fast 😭
bangkok · mostly after midnight
no plan.
ever.
i think this is where i started
getting addicted to this smile.
(still am btw)
roll 01 — bangkok
36 exposures
drag → · tap a frame to develop it
an incomplete list
things i didn't know
i'd miss.
tap them. i dare you.
a quieter one
i remember this too.
somewhere in the middle of all this, i got sick.
you took care of me like it was the most normal thing in the world.
it wasn't normal for me. nobody really did that before.
i don't think you realized
how much that meant.
thank you ❤
then, my birthday
you did something
insane.
you'd known me for one month.
a pencil drawing of me at the beach. a little clay camera you built to hold our photos. an envelope that unfolds into origami and hearts.
i've had birthdays before.
they never really felt like much.
this one did.
you have no idea what you did.
then came the day i hated
you didn't sleep that night.
and you still came.
you waited for me at the café while i dealt with everything.
then came the part i hated.
i watched you disappear up the escalator
until i couldn't see you anymore.
i still wish that hug
lasted a little longer.
35,000 ft · somewhere over india
somewhere up there, i took your letter out.
i read it again.
and again.
and again.
my tshirt did not survive that flight.
current situation
felt like more, honestly.
and still, somehow,
you're part of every single day.
days since that hug
yes, i'm counting.
right now
you're always 4 hours ahead of me.
the only thing you're ahead of me in. kekeke
something funny happens in my day and my first thought is still: tell you.
you really became part of my life way too quickly.
i thought i'd slowly get used to
being away from you.
i didn't.
somehow i got even more attached.
i just miss you.
for emergencies
when i miss you too much,
i open one of these.
next chapter
this one develops in december. i don't know the exact day yet.
but i already know
it's going to be my favorite.
and i hate that i'll miss your graduation. walk that stage like i'm in the front row.
soon you'll be the one in the sky. save me a window seat.
side b · from my side of the world
the album.
the music just changed. that's fairuz — the voice of beirut. the sound of home.
now home has you in it.
swipe →
every frame
all of it. so far.
i made this because the photos sitting in my camera roll weren't enough.
and because apparently missing you turned me into a guy who builds websites for his girlfriend.
one question before the end
guess how many days
this took me.
look what you did to me.
i miss you.
i love you.